Ok, this wait (the wait for the first sonogram) is just as bad, probably worse actually than the wait to find out if I was pregnant! I'm going nuts! I'm also scared out of my mind. I wish that I could just be innocent and Pollyanna about it and just assume that everything is going to be just perfect, but sadly, that innocence has been stolen from me :(. The floodgates are officially open and the memories of what happened to me last time are rushing back - ack!! I'm trying so hard to only have positive thoughts but man that is hard!! It would help if I actually felt pregnant. Really the only symptoms that I have are extreme exhaustion (I remember that from last time), and peeing every 5 seconds (I normally pee every 10 seconds).
So, after complaining about the long wait, I'll say that I'm actually seriously considering extending it - Ironic, huh? Here's the deal. My sono is currently scheduled for this coming Friday, the 25th, when I'll be 6weeks3days. I realize that most people do see the fetal heartbeat by that day, but I also know that there are several out there who don't. I'm pretty sure that even though everyone has warned me that it may be too early, and not to worry if we don't see the HB, that I would completely freak out and be outrageously stressed out about it waiting for another sono. So, which is worse, running the risk of a total freak out or just trying to grow some patience and wait it out for 3-4 extra days, when I'll be 7 weeks and the chance of seeing a HB is practically a given? I just wish I had a crystal ball!! Oh well, I have all weekend to stew in it.
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